Saturday, July 12, 2008
Firstly, im rly disappointed on what one of my meis had done. She, really disappoint me.
Next, to one of my fren out there, you will be alrightz. There's always frenz around you heee(:
Lastly, to conclude, it is all about this fucking bastard's doing which result in such ending, that fucktard.
hmms. I feel that, my life really goes thru alot of ups and down and its -> Downz > Ups -.- Everyone change y'know, and everything change, be it in split seconds or over a long period of time. When one changes, the closest to him/her will be the one getting hurt most as there's a saying goes : " What hurts the most, is being so close "
I feel really close to you over this period of time, the phone calls to confide in you, the family, the food, evrything. I wish i could talk to you upon this, but i find that reality is cruel, that bastard has once again tarnish the girls who are either close or who i loved. I dont know how to face you, i'll just let nature takes its own course for i believe, thngs will return to its original state.
I really hope everyone can cheer up, and anyone who wna go out or sth can call me anytime, except this bastard _|_
Im available for most of the time hahhaa^^ okay. Sort of looking forward to National Day, becos that is gonna be a long hol i suppose. I dont really have interest in any games, just wanna return to see my uncle zhou everyday haha=)
Alrights. Im dedicating this song by Mariah Carey to - This mei of mine, my fren{in th 2nd paragraph}, and last but not least, myself.
"Bye Bye"
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
Next, to one of my fren out there, you will be alrightz. There's always frenz around you heee(:
Lastly, to conclude, it is all about this fucking bastard's doing which result in such ending, that fucktard.
hmms. I feel that, my life really goes thru alot of ups and down and its -> Downz > Ups -.- Everyone change y'know, and everything change, be it in split seconds or over a long period of time. When one changes, the closest to him/her will be the one getting hurt most as there's a saying goes : " What hurts the most, is being so close "
I feel really close to you over this period of time, the phone calls to confide in you, the family, the food, evrything. I wish i could talk to you upon this, but i find that reality is cruel, that bastard has once again tarnish the girls who are either close or who i loved. I dont know how to face you, i'll just let nature takes its own course for i believe, thngs will return to its original state.
I really hope everyone can cheer up, and anyone who wna go out or sth can call me anytime, except this bastard _|_
Im available for most of the time hahhaa^^ okay. Sort of looking forward to National Day, becos that is gonna be a long hol i suppose. I dont really have interest in any games, just wanna return to see my uncle zhou everyday haha=)
Alrights. Im dedicating this song by Mariah Carey to - This mei of mine, my fren{in th 2nd paragraph}, and last but not least, myself.
"Bye Bye"
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:55 AM
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